Wednesday, August 7, 2013

I'm Running Short on Thaim

Sawadii Khaa Khraab Khrua (hello family!!!) 
 
I can't believe this is happening.  I have 5 more days unti I fly off to the Land of Smiles and my heart is just SO full while I'm sitting here writing this.  WOW!  I don't even know where to begin.
 
This week was a good one!  We had one investigator get baptized, and another one will be getting baptized this week!  I love those investigators.  We had kind of a fun lesson with the 17 year old, we tried doing activities with him.  And we did a little activity when we taught the word of wisdom (thank you Sister Ference for the idea!) and it's just so fun to see him as a quiet person smile and get to know us as missionaries and as people!  Hooray!  I get to go meet so many more people.  And really connect with them heart to heart.  I'm so excited!!!! :)
 
We had kind of an interesting and unique lesson this week with one of our teachers.  He decided to have us participate in a kind of like... role play type of thing.  Where we acted as though we were at the trial of the Savior.  I was a part of the jury, but there was a defense and la la la.  The whole deal.  The point behind it though... was to have us think about how we would defend the Savior if we had had a chance to.  If there had been a trial in which we could stand and testify that He is the Savior of the world.  How would we testify?  What words would we use, would they just be words?  Or would they be a living breathing testimony of the Savior?  He mentioned that we maybe could've seen those things from heaven... and wished they we could open our mouths and tell people the truth!  Obviously the point of that would be... that we ARE living, breathing, witnesses of the Savior.  We have the chance to testify that we know that He lives, that we know that He is our Savior (phraphuuchuayhayrccd) and Redeemer (phraphuuthay) and we get to invite people to Come Unto Him and find rest.  Wow!  Isn't that just the best thing ever?  My heart is so full!  And I'm SO EXCITED!!!  Woohoo! 
 
I honestly am struggling to remember what I did this week... teach.  Study.  It's kind of a blur!  But I've had I feel like... some good study sessions where I could tell that the Spirit was teaching me (there really is a pretty distinct difference between "Sister Croft thoughts" and Spiritual Promptings when I study... Sister Croft thoughts are way less smart :P).  Just some interesting thoughts from that!  I think this week I've learned about the Savior.  I love the Atonement, and the more I learn the more I realize I need to learn, and the more I love the Savior and overwhelmed by what He did for us!  I think that... part of the reason why we are enabled to do things through the Atonement is because the Savior has gone before us... He has felt all that we've felt.  It's incredible to think about.  Man.  It's amazing and it's real and true!  I also think that the Atonement is closely tied to covenants :) and I'm just beginning to understand that a little bit!  But those are just some thoughts...
 
I've also thought a bit about how amazing it is that each of us chose to come here on Earth.  To leave our Heavenly Father because we wanted so badly to become like Him.  Because we needed this physical experience!  BUT.  EVERYONE chose that plan.  The anti-mormons... the many Buddhists in Thailand!  Sometimes... I can't believe how short of a time it was that I went without the gospel.  I don't know how the veil works.  But I probably drove up to the "Earth drop off" (like the MTC-curb) in Heaven... and popped down here to Earth.  Where sweet parents taught me the gospel since birth.  And now!  I am lucky enough to get to fly on over to Thailand (seriously... can't complain that my travel will be long... because like... in 17 miracles when Levi Savage goes to Siam a.k.a. Thailand (never noticed that one before!) it probably took him a bajillion majillion years.)) and remind those people who chose this.  Yay!  Doesn't that just make you happy?  It's a little daunting to think that I represent the Lord... and people will be able to ask me about it.  I'm more scared to answer in English than in Thai!  But.  I'm excited enough to get over being afraid (I hope :)) and get over not being able to say anything in Thai.  And to just smile... and speak.  To open my mouth and say.  Yep.  This is the TRUTH!  And I want you to know it! :)  I would never ever ever in a million years do this if it wasn't.  I wouldn't go somewhere to lie to people.  Especially if it was gonna be this hard :P  But it's true.  And I'm not alone.  And it's AWESOME!  Yccd yiam (literally means the peak of awesomeness) haha.  Anywho.  I'll talk to you soon!  The gospel is TRUE! Rejoice about it a little!!! :)  Woohoo :)
 
Gap khwaamrag mag mag mag mag mag!
 
Sister Croft

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