Sunday, July 6, 2014

I don't know what this week was (6/29)

To my deeeeeearest family.

I love you so much.

It sounds like you had another good week back in the good old land of America.  Speaking of which... it's almost the 4th of July.  That's weird.  Every month feels like... the same month to me!  
This week was good.  Sister Hughes and I had a momentous and streak breaking occasion.  This is the only time that we have not been to a transfers meeting.  We are both staying in Sisaket at least for a little bit longer.  This is also the first time that anyone has ever had to stay with me for more than 9 weeks.  Poor Sister Hughes.  :)  I on the other hand am really lucky :)  

It was a pretty good week here.  Overall... there were a lot of crazy things that happened.  A lot of people who didn't come to appointments, a lot of people who weren't home.  A lot of people who were sick.  Or all of their kids got sick.  Or they were out of town, etc.  But the week was a good one nonetheless.  Because we've been struggling to meet with so many people... Sister Hughes and I have really been trying to set goals for what we could do better.  Yesterday we did a special fast together to try to receive revelation about how we could change the way we find people to be more effective.  It's been kinda cool as we talked about it... Sister Hughes mentioned principles that stood out to her as she contacted.  Specific things that she noticed could change... and they were a lot of things that I was doing as I was trying to improve my own contacting.  Revelation works!  :)  I think that often times it's more subtle than I think it is.  The basic principles that we've been emphasizing are the same though.  Declaring repentance and entering the waters of baptism like it says in Doctrine and Covenants.  Wow.  I love being a missionary!

Despite the many many lessons and things that seemed to fall through this week, there were many wonderful miracles that occurred.  As I say so often... it seems that it was personal miracles for our incredible investigator Sister Prem!  She is the sweet investigator that we have been teaching for a little bit now.  She is a referral from a member here in Sisaket and teaching her has been such a privilege.  I talked about her last week.  And I'm sure a couple times before.  This week she got baptized!  On Monday night our District Leader got a call from the Zone Leaders telling us that Sister Prem wanted to be baptized.  She just moved to Ubon... as of like...Monday.  But they wanted to let us know that she was getting baptized!  We got permission to go to the baptism and that was certainly the highlight of the week.  She picked us up from the bus station and she was so excited.  She gave us a hug and we kept telling her how happy we were and she kept telling us how happy she was.  Some of the most sweet moments from the occasion.  She had already changed into her baptismal outfit and she looked down at her watch and said.  "15 more minutes.  And I'll be born again."  Her testimony was awesome.  She talked about how she hadn't believed in God or in Jesus Christ.  But as she read in the scriptures she learned that they were real!  I really have seen such an incredible change in her.  The doctrine of the gospel seem to be truly written on her heart.  She is awesome you guys!  Then later this week she came back to Sisaket for a wedding and she came to find us while we were inviting at the market.  She gave us these adorable pictures that she printed out for us of her baptism.  Oh my goodness.  She is the best.  What an amazing sister!

Other thoughts... haha... you guys.  I'm still not a perfect missionary.  It's funny because when I first went into the MTC I think I thought I would be if I tried really hard.  :) but I'm not.  I've had a couple of moments this week that were hard for me.  Hard for my pride :) haha... I've had many things confirm to me this week that my Thai is not where it should be.  I've had moments were I just felt weak.  And yet even after many blows to my pride... I feel a great gratitude for all that I've experienced thus far.  I hung a couple of pictures up on my wall this week and they just make me so happy.  There is Brother Bom.  Who... as I saw on facebook... recently baptized his mom!  There is my adorable Sister Gunging.  My Thai little sister :) and the picture that Sister Prem gave me.  There are also lots of people that I don't have printed pictures of... and I just feel so grateful.  It's true.  My Thai is pretty weak sometimes.  But... there is goal setting.  And there are language study plans.  And there is the miracle that I can even speak any Thai!  And that I get to be here... it's true that I'm not a perfect teacher.  Annnnd.  Many other weaknesses that don't need to be listed.  And yet... miracles are still possible, and the Lord can work through the weak and the imperfect.  I love being a missionary so much.  It is the best calling in the world.  I cannot imagine my life without it.  If you're ever feeling down :) just remember the good news of the gospel! :)  And go share it with someone! :)

I love you so much!  Have a great week.

Love,
Sister Croft
P.S. Pictures.  Sister Prem's gift to me.  :) 
Just some pictures on my wall that make me happy!

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