Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Opposition and faith

My dearest family.  I love you so much :)  It's weird that it was the 4th of July... I thought it was still winter in America.  Weird.  :)
Either while you read this email, for dramatic effect, :) or... after.  You need to listen to this song. https://www.lds.org/general-conference/music/2014/04?lang=eng&session=4&song=3&media=video#watch=video  Sister Hughes and I are obsessed with it.  It makes us want to rise out of our chairs and go to work!  Haha! 

It has been a good week.  I feel like it is such a privilege to be here as a missionary, representing the Savior here in Thailand.  My thoughts this morning are all about opposition and faith.  In my personal study today I read in Alma about a bunch of people who believed the missionaries and then were persecuted and driven out of the land for it!  I feel like in some ways... I can see some of that opposition to the truth right here in Sisaket.  I see recent converts being forced to stand up for what they believe in and I am grateful for their example of courage and goodness!  

Among a number of things that have happened this past week... there was one day when we taught a lesson to an investigator who came to church last week.  He brought his wife with him to his first lesson, and as we began, I wasn't expecting anything out of the ordinary.  After a brief introduction we asked if we could begin with a prayer.  This man's wife told us that she didn't want to have any part in our religion.  As we tried our best to explain prayer and help this lady she continued to tell us that she was here to tell us that they wouldn't be learning and that she wouldn't be doing any of this.  I was surprised by her angry response (not that I haven't seen an angry response before!)  She felt distressed that she was even inside of the church and she really did not want any part in a Christian religion.  Sister Hughes and I did all that we could.  We testified what we know to be true, and then left the choice up to her.  

There have been several moments when they reality of an opposing power to that of God's have been apparent to me.  I see opposition in the tears of a recent convert who's mother is now against her coming to church.  In a teacher's unfair punishment of courageous recently baptized youth, because they go to church!  And yet I know and am certain that there is a stronger power for good, and that we have no need to fear.  No unhallowed hand can stop this work.  This morning as I read in Alma I was glad to see the courage of righteous saints who did not fear what anyone could do to them, who strengthened and helped their brethren and sisters even when it wasn't easy or convenient.  I'm grateful for the courageous saints that I get to serve with here!  As I glanced through some conference talks this morning, I noticed similar messages.  Courage.  Faith.  Reliance on the Lord.  There are so many good things happening.  And person by person everyone will learn of the glad message!  :)  You guys.  This week we taught 2 younger girls on Wednesday.  They are 15.  On Saturday one of them gave me a call to let me know she had finished the Book of Mormon.  Amazing! :)  We can always have hope and faith because we are on the Lord's side.  Things will not always be easy.  That's for sure.  But we can rely on the Lord and have hope and faith!  Although contacting isn't always easy :)  last night I had a good time contacting.  On Sunday nights we go to this big long street with tons of people on it.  It's like a special market walking street.  Anyway... we do what I've told you we do!   We ask people if they want to go to church, if they want to be clean from their sins, if they want to be baptized.  I discovered a trick last night.  I was so much happier, and met more people... because I held the picture of baptism right next to my face!  The people couldn't avoid my eyes!  They couldn't avoid my "Hello!" or my smile :)  I saw many heads turn and wonder.  People stopped to know what it was!  I told Sister Hughes about it, and she said she'd learned that on Saturday!  She tried it after some things she'd read in the bible!  :)  So even though there is a lot of opposition.  This morning I feel like we have reason to smile!  Reason to have hope and faith!  We know what the outcome will be.  We know that there is opposition.  And yet we know that God will never leave us.  I find great comfort in binding covenants that I have made with Him.  We don't need to fear.  
I love you guys so much :)  You are the best family ever!  :)  I hope that you have a wonderful week this week.  

Love,
Sister Croft

These pictures... one of them is us at a Family Home Evening.  The sister sitting by Sister Hughes is now in the MTC.  She's coming back to Thailand to serve with us... in... a couple of weeks!  

The other one is a picture I used in a spiritual thought for facebook this week!  Temples and eternal families!  Hoorrrrray!! :)  I LOVE YOU guys.  Sorry you're on facebook :) 

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